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Still Existing Somewhere (2009 - 2022)

by William Nein

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You see L on a bus with her face plastered across all the people And you try to ignore and stare at the floor where your heart lies And you cannot pick it up without looking like a fool so you leave it All abandoned in despair it climbs the stairs and leaves you And I cry, I cry, I cry ‘cause we’re alone And I hide, I hide, I hide behind your throne And at night, at night I creep down and put on your crown my love Well I guess some people in this world, they are just born with broken hearts And yes, hope is a wonderful thing, but it leaves him feeling emptier And I cry, I cry, I cry ‘cause we’re alone And I hide, I hide, I hide behind your throne And at night, at night I creep down and put on your crown my love They say I’ll help you, I’ll help you, I’ll help you forget all of the things you wanted And they say I’ll help you, I’ll help you, I’ll help you forget all of the things you loved
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Unicorn Boy 02:39
There was a time I can remember Your hand in mine, our palms together But you read the lines badly one time And heard the chimes as if they were saying goodbye So now we stand with our love torn apart In my empty hand I still feel your heart Beating in time with what's left of mine I guess you're doing fine But won't you just come back to stay? We could make everything ok There's no such thing as it's too late Now the world I live in has fallen to the ground And if the end is about to come well I want to be around you We can build it different this time and I'll let you choose the scheme You might think it's unrealistic but can you blame me for dreaming We can fly away, I'll grant you every wish you make There's no such thing as it's too late You have to see I'll always be your unicorn boy
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Camel lights Bought in two thousand and seven Nights spent in New York I’m twenty five inside squares United states affairs New Orleans two thousand and eight Auras read I’m blue apparently Brian says Whisky drinks and strangers eyes Came from the farm Three months inside Christendom And movie nights on Saturdays in love Pulling weeds from carparks in gloves Open mic at the gazebo Brother Mike introduced me to her My first wife to be left me on my flight Croydon streets lived in two thousand and ten Years on in Twickenham I sit and reminisce My time there still exists somewhere
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Seagulls 04:11
Does the sun weep for the people when he cannot warm them Cracks found in the wall of evening fill his mind A frame found hanging in a bedroom empty like the people The pictures in my mind are dying I must leave my empty shell behind Diving into the blue of the red behind my eyes I've been thinking of you and the seagulls in the sky Fly like Jon be everlasting Don't live on the seashore My body would swim oceans for you for a taste of what could've been Empty shells found lined up on the floor, hollow from life that left them behind 'Cause all the birds in the sky are thinking of other things Like to see at what speed they could fly Take the old to teach the young how to die Diving into the blue of the red behind my eyes I've been thinking of you and the seagulls in the sky
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Girl I gotta say something about the heartbeat I miss 'Cause silence adds up to nothing since the last time we kissed I can't change that I'm dead Turned a grave to a bed Memories burnt into ashes, bodies turning to dust An emptiness suffocates me since the last time we touched I can't change that I'm dead Turned a grave to my bed Casting spells on bones of broken glass We move like pieces on boards with missing parts Tombed and buried with golden-plated masks Jewelled encasings that tightened on our grasp Evoking and joking us into a corner Which painted us up to our necks with warnings Trying to speak a last faceless hopeless chant I can't change that I'm dead Turned a grave to my bed I can't change that I'm dead Talk to ghosts in my head
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Pretend I'm not at home Act like I'm living Seem like I'm busy so you dont think I am leaving Project all that I see onto the white walls I want what's best for me and don't know where this love falls I'm so glad that you are happy And I'm so glad that you care for me But don't call me on the phone Don't think you are alone I see them waiting Lined up all down the street and begging as it's raining If one day it does run dry I'll be a fountain You can come drink from me but I'm not one for queuing I'm so glad that you are happy And I'm so glad that you care for me I'm so glad cause you deserve to be happy But don't call me on the phone
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With your tongue entwined with his and my soul entwined in yours I gotta say I don’t see this being a happy ending ‘Cause when you’re lying on his bed I’m only lying to myself When the truth is that without you it gets a little harder And I’m trying to find the humour in me But I think I’m failing miserably But give me a string and I’ll string myself up Give me a ribbon to tie in your hair Oh, I really want to. And I want to see your lover and kick him in the shin I want to throw dust up in his eyes and hide Then I’ll grab you by the arm and take you to a desert island And we’ll act like monkeys in the trees Form a nudist colony Play at being birds and bees ‘Cause I’m trying to find the humour in me. I think I’d like to find myself I might decide on something else
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Well if I said I was sorry would it make much sense to crawl When I've apologised countless times and changed nothing at all Inside the dogs are barking, I'm a booze hound on the run But when I stop and the dust has cleared I can see what I have done Words turn into bullets with shots of alcohol And I'm in a million pieces but I want to be a whole Do you have two wings I could borrow I will bring them back in time You can keep my arrows, I just want to find my mind again
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Compliation of acoustic based renditions or unreleased tracks from the past decade

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released January 18, 2022

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William Nein London, UK

Alternative-Pop, Bedroom-Recording music.
Band member of Patsy Clone

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